Appendices
Appendix 2: Methods
This project was first conceptualized after many informal conversations with others in social movements, as we grappled with how to address this current moment of crisis. With support and challenge, my peers encouraged me to dig deep on the question of belonging, a question that can often be deprioritized for the sake of “more urgent” or timely needs.
Although this project was not a formal or academic research endeavor, I’ve used practices from qualitative research to inform the process. It was my intention to ask reflection-provoking questions, look across conversations for commonalities and differences, and glean practical insights as to how we can best cultivate belonging.
The project started in early 2022 with a review of existing literature and scholarship on belonging and social movements. I then had an initial, informal round of conversations to fine tune the project’s key question, preliminary conversation prompts, and outreach list.
I’m extremely grateful to all the leaders and strategists who trusted me with their time and experiences. Many of the people I talked to are people I have known through social movement work, and many of them then recommended others. I consider these people “conversation partners” rather than interviewees, as we often exchanged experiences and questions. I did not aim to be purely objective, and instead focussed on bringing earnest curiosity to each conversation. Unlike institutionalized research projects, I do not claim neutrality in this process.
Across the 26 people I spoke with, I sought to connect with people across movement sectors, who each have unique experiences moving culture and people forward. I prioritized people who have worked in base-building organizations, in addition to a few who directly address movement culture. Of course, this is no perfect sample of the diversity of left movement culture in the United States.
Conversations occurred in the first half of 2023, with a few at the very end of 2022. All but one meeting happened over Zoom. Given the personal nature of the topic, many conversations strayed away from one singular set of questions, but ultimately came back to the questions of belonging and strategy in Left movements. Following each talk, interviews were transcribed through Otter.ai, and cleaned up by myself (the computer did not know what dialectical materialism is!).
To select key quotes and identify major themes, I used Dedoose to code all interviews. Codes were created after a preliminary read through of interviews, and checked against existing literature. Some codes emerged in vivo during the coding process. In total, each interview was coded twice using 33 codes. With the same software I looked into common and uncommon code co-occurrences, and synthesized as much data as possible to identify the practices listed in this workbook.
At each step of the process I received feedback on my work (reading lists, conversation questions, outreach list, codes, analysis) from trusted peers who helped to highlight any gaps or refine key ideas.
Appendix 3: List of Conversation Partners
- Fahd Ahmed
- Max Airborne
- Patty Berne
- Zahra Billoo
- adrienne maree brown
- Jeff Chang
- Gopal Dayaneni
- Ejeris Dixon
- Bran Fenner
- Kiyomi Fujikawa
- Elliott Fukui
- Kris Hayashi
- Leo Hegde
- Jasmin Hoo
- Linda Lee
- NTanya Lee
- Katie Loncke
- Denise Perry
- Irma Shauf-Bajar
- Hyejin Shim
- Michael Strom
- Alex Tom
- Tré Vasquez
- Yuan Wang
- ill Weaver
- Sasha Wijeyeratne
Although many conversation partners spoke from their personal experiences in organizations, no one formally represented their organization’s practices or stance, and so I’ve omitted any affiliations.
Acknowledgements
I want to thank all of the people who lent their time and wisdom to this project. Many of my conversation partners are the busiest people I know, and it means the world to be entrusted with your experiences. I reveled in the juiciness of your words for months after each meeting. Thank you for the honesty of your mistakes, the rigor of your experiments, and the beauty of your hope for a better tomorrow. You are who I belong to.
There are so many people who gave practical feedback and coaching over the past two years. Thank you to Michael Strom for all of our initial conversations. Thank you to Cynthia Fong and Shivani Chanillo for your pep talks and reminders to ask for help. Thank you to Marcy Rein for copyediting, and Cayden Mak for your guidance. Thank you to Hannah Ngô for setting up and editing the audio accompaniment. Thank you to Mioi Hanaoka for jumping right into web design. Thank you to shurjo mukhi for your skillful and gorgeous artwork (see their portfolio here!). Thank you to all my loved ones, in Naarm and across Turtle Island, who listened to my musings and fed me literally and metaphorically throughout this process. Thank you to my lifelong comrade, Yuan Wang, for our regular check-ins, for constantly giving feedback, and for reflecting back the best parts of me, even when I can’t see them myself. You are who I belong to.
Of course, thank you to my ancestors who guide me. For those I am in the lineage of, both in blood and in purpose: thank you for listening so deeply to my heartache and breakthroughs alike. Thank you for providing me a path forward when I don’t know where to go. You are who I belong to.
Lastly, thank you to the land that held me while I tussled through the depths of life while working on this project: to Ohlone land (the Bay Area) for being my forever home, and to Wurundjeri Country (Melbourne, Australia) for teaching me so many new lessons. You are who I belong to.
On Lineage
In no way am I the first person to think about the importance of belonging in the world or in social movements. I give much reverence to movements led by trans people of color, youth and elders, and disabled people for modeling this culture throughout history. I’ve learned greatly from generative somatics and called on resources from the Othering and Belonging Institute, as well as many others, to understand the fundamental need of belonging. This topic has been explored thoroughly, and I hope to contribute by speaking directly to the potential for belonging within base building organizations.
Biography
Sammie Ablaza Wills is an organizer and community archivist that has worked in transgender, queer, and racial justice movements for a decade. Serving as Executive Director of Lavender Phoenix from 2016-2021, Sammie organized alongside members to hone the focus of the organization on trans justice, community safety, and healing justice. Primarily working on Ohlone Land (the Bay Area), Sammie has trained hundreds of people on queer and trans history, direct action strategy, and grassroots organizing. Ultimately, Sammie wants to grow a just transition free from extraction, binaries, and false solutions.
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